Tonight, I had a great class with Darla. This morning I took my bone density supplement. In class I had a lot of strength. I will watch how this calcium helps my body strength. I had a gud class.
Saturday was hell. I get along pretty gud with most teachers. If I don't, the teacher and I have issues. I think its the teacher. Some have torturing attitude. This teacher was wondering why so many students were leaving the class. It was brutal the room temperature. Hey teach, who is the bitch who likes to watch us suffer, WHO is wondering why .....? -were are not still in the room. Duh! I am so bad. I would go the teacher training so I could teach a class and slam the bitch of I like to see you suffer down to the floor. I think, I think terrible thoughts so I can get through this freaking HOT class. Darla said that is not a gud reason to become a teacher. I guess not. I'm not a teacher! I can feel and say what everyone in the room was feeling on Saturday 6:30 PM. I thought that life might soften this teacher BUT.....nooooooooooooooooooo Not yet. Zoe Zane who is a smart ass bitch bikram yoga student.....ha ha ha
Monday, September 20, 2010
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Sixty Straight Days - Tuesday August 31. 2010
I did it. I went to the 430 PM PST class. The sun blasts in the back windows. It was difficult with the male mouthy teacher who keep going on and on about anything. Get started and be more cpmpassionate for all of us dude. I liked him for a long time now he gets on my nerves. He is high strunge and does not let up. Not this one for sure. I need layed back and kind.
My duaghter in Utah did it to. She finished the 60 day challenge on her own. The studios in Utah do not do the 60 day cahllenge. Chickens! Not much suppost from Utah for her. It made me realize how blessed I am with the studio I go to in San Jose. It was a defining moment for her. She overcame a huge fear of not finishing.
Now her self esteem will jump up to a different level. She is more empowered. I love it. It made me so proud of her.
Zoe Zane has completed 4 challenges of 60 straight days.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Day 58 and 59---- last class Day 60
Day 58 - sore muscles so I started drinking coconut water.
Day 59 - I have a cramp in my diphram. Oh fuck me! Paninful. I do not want to do the class. I felt the heat of the class, walked in. Stand and deliver Zoe. I did it.
Day 60 - my final class tonight. I can!
Day 59 - I have a cramp in my diphram. Oh fuck me! Paninful. I do not want to do the class. I felt the heat of the class, walked in. Stand and deliver Zoe. I did it.
Day 60 - my final class tonight. I can!
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Day 56 and 57
Day 56 - before I start the clas I want to go home. I'm sore, body worked to the max.
Day 57 - only 3 more days left before I finish. I had to go to work and finish a big project. I did not want to do it. I left the project, went to Starbucks. I lost a cookie on the way over to Dads house. I want to remove the mid century modern art my brother made in the outside dark room. Shall I go over there and take it or ask my brother? The dark room had termites in the wood walls. eeK!
Day 57 - only 3 more days left before I finish. I had to go to work and finish a big project. I did not want to do it. I left the project, went to Starbucks. I lost a cookie on the way over to Dads house. I want to remove the mid century modern art my brother made in the outside dark room. Shall I go over there and take it or ask my brother? The dark room had termites in the wood walls. eeK!
Friday, August 27, 2010
53, 54, 55 Days of yoga
Day 53- confession I pussy fart in class everyday!
Day 54 - I farted 2 times at the beginning of class. LOL.
Day 55 - My muscles are sore. Last night I threw up. I took some CQ10 for my gums. Not at night Zoe. Tired again. this morning, need to lay down and rest up today for Day 56. I'm so close to the end. I'm holding on. My strength needs to improve over time.
Day 54 - I farted 2 times at the beginning of class. LOL.
Day 55 - My muscles are sore. Last night I threw up. I took some CQ10 for my gums. Not at night Zoe. Tired again. this morning, need to lay down and rest up today for Day 56. I'm so close to the end. I'm holding on. My strength needs to improve over time.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Day 52
It was hot and I was tired since I did not get much sleep last night. Darla, my wonderful teacher showed compassion for me during the class and told me I did a great floor bow. I can never see how good I'm doing. It felt great and I noticed for all my hard work. Doing this yoga, I finally have respect from my fellow yogis. This is a very difficult yoga and shows what you are made off. I'm so happy proud of myself. Only 8 more days to go. I will probably never do another 60 day challenge during the summer. I was lucky this summer it was mild beautiful weather. It is getting hot in San Jose and I do not like the heat. zoe zane
Monday, August 23, 2010
I'm posting about my dysfuntional family on my yoga blog
The death certificate of my dead Dad at 91 years old. He died after his marriage anniversary August 1. He was married July 21
Yesterday, my younger sister and I were talking about my depression raised Dad who saved anything and everything. We joked about how he would glue his finger back on with Elmer's glue. How he would, IF he could, wire my broken legs back up after I was pushed off the roof when 4 years old. His house had canned goods from 5 years back. He would eat out of a old can and say that did not hurt me. We opened up a big barrel of rolled 4 grain cereal that was 25 years old. Fungus flew out and coked us. Get the picture? Cough cough.
Now the family is all uptight about Dad's death certificate. The estate cannot be released until the certificates are received in the mail and sent to the proper authorities. I'm still getting over the death of my Dad. The Fatso brother in law needs my sister's inheritance $$$$. He better watch it!!! If he makes her madder than Hell, she will not let him have any of it. I searched on the Net about receiving death certificates in the mail. Up to 15-20 working days to obtain a DC. I get the feeling it will take longer than what the rest of the family figures. Maybe, the first week week in September? Last night, I could not sleep. Finally, I tucked myself away in my hot pink walk in closet. I fell asleep waking up in a scary nightmare. I saw demons all over Dad's house. I cried out in fear these words: In the name of Jesus Christ I command you to leave! One jumped off the roof but the ones on the ground remained. I know what to do. The yard and the entire house needs smudging with white sage. I used keys I found in my second sister's room who is crazy, she was placed in a lock down mental institution. I opened up the house doors and windows, no one was there. I smudge it and locked it up again. My brother and sister are still in the Mormon church. They know about evil and demons. They do not understand how to get rid of evil. My Dad told me he saw demons in his house. Is that why he went to the temple after Mom died? My crazy sister lived with Dad after she died. He went to the temple to keep his sanity, to save himself. My crazy sister tormented my Dad in angry for what happened to her in my family. That will be in my book. That's why the demons are picking on my Dad's house still. I will clear out the house! After I smudged the house, I felt better. The house felt better. Zoe Zane 1st born child of a California dysfunctional home
Today is day 52 for yoga challenge. The weather is hot, drink water girl. Stay hydrated for the class tonight.
Yesterday, my younger sister and I were talking about my depression raised Dad who saved anything and everything. We joked about how he would glue his finger back on with Elmer's glue. How he would, IF he could, wire my broken legs back up after I was pushed off the roof when 4 years old. His house had canned goods from 5 years back. He would eat out of a old can and say that did not hurt me. We opened up a big barrel of rolled 4 grain cereal that was 25 years old. Fungus flew out and coked us. Get the picture? Cough cough.
Now the family is all uptight about Dad's death certificate. The estate cannot be released until the certificates are received in the mail and sent to the proper authorities. I'm still getting over the death of my Dad. The Fatso brother in law needs my sister's inheritance $$$$. He better watch it!!! If he makes her madder than Hell, she will not let him have any of it. I searched on the Net about receiving death certificates in the mail. Up to 15-20 working days to obtain a DC. I get the feeling it will take longer than what the rest of the family figures. Maybe, the first week week in September? Last night, I could not sleep. Finally, I tucked myself away in my hot pink walk in closet. I fell asleep waking up in a scary nightmare. I saw demons all over Dad's house. I cried out in fear these words: In the name of Jesus Christ I command you to leave! One jumped off the roof but the ones on the ground remained. I know what to do. The yard and the entire house needs smudging with white sage. I used keys I found in my second sister's room who is crazy, she was placed in a lock down mental institution. I opened up the house doors and windows, no one was there. I smudge it and locked it up again. My brother and sister are still in the Mormon church. They know about evil and demons. They do not understand how to get rid of evil. My Dad told me he saw demons in his house. Is that why he went to the temple after Mom died? My crazy sister lived with Dad after she died. He went to the temple to keep his sanity, to save himself. My crazy sister tormented my Dad in angry for what happened to her in my family. That will be in my book. That's why the demons are picking on my Dad's house still. I will clear out the house! After I smudged the house, I felt better. The house felt better. Zoe Zane 1st born child of a California dysfunctional home
Today is day 52 for yoga challenge. The weather is hot, drink water girl. Stay hydrated for the class tonight.
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